When I reflect my current situation…

For past few weeks, I feel there’s something funny about my life.

I am currently at good place with work and family connection.
I am feeling confident about myself and appreciative or gratitude about my life.
I am expanding my life through pushing out my boundaries.
I am more courageous and enjoying every moment in my life.
I am grounded, standing tall and feel proud of how far I have come.

But, I feel something is not quite right at moment. I don’t know why but it’s just not right. What an awkward feeling.

I was having a chat with my coach today and realised why. I told her “I am very comfortable where I am. It’s not without challenges but they’re part of reality, everyday life. I think I am ready to move on to next step. I don’t know where I want to be or who I want to be. It’s almost like I am bored at where I am.”

Actually, I surprised myself with what I’ve just said. I am bored with my life? Really? What? Am I for real?
I am at very good place. I learned to enjoy and treasure every moment in my life because I am living my dream. I’ve found myself and I feel I can finally fly without any restriction. Then, now, I’m bored? What? Seriously? What am I asking for myself? I can’t ask for any better situation than this.

Yes. All these was going around my mind but I was even more surprised by what my coach replied “Yes I know.”
So my mind started to spin faster!! How did she know that? What? Where did she get that?
“I could feel it” she continued.
I couldn’t. How? I thought I just figure this out few seconds ago.

Change is inevitable but personal growth is a choice.

Bob Procter

Growth is never by mere chance;

It is the result of forces working together.

James Cash Penney

Growth is not merely a harmonious increase in size, but a transformation.

Maria Montessori

I can do more.

I can grow.

I can become a bigger and better human being.

Daisaku Ikeda

Now, if I think back, this is where my thinking is. I want to become better human being. Don’t know how to or who to but want to move forward and further than where I currently am.

Where am I going?
Who do I want to be?
Where do I want to be?

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