Probably for past week, I am in this complex stage where I uncertain whether I am progressing or digressing in my life. Yes, I understand that regardless of my emotions, I am progressing if I decide it is progressing and it's part of my journey. Let me explain my reflection about recent journey. I feel... Continue Reading →
How a book can change your life?
Are you a reader?Do you know what genre you like to read?I am selective about what I read. I wasn't this selective when I was younger so I read anything that I could get my hands on to. Have you read a book that changed your life?I have several of those books that changed my... Continue Reading →
Who determines value of my life?
I was having a chat with a friend. She knows me since I was in high school so she knows my goods and bads. However, I struggled to understand her and I question how much she knows about me. May be I am seeking for external validation again? Probably, it's time to question this again.... Continue Reading →
What do I want to communicate with others?
For many years, I wanted to become a person who can communication effectively, precisely, and meaningfully. Yes, I am still learning how to do so. Communication needs at least two person: a person who expresses him/her-self and a receiver/listener. Therefore, the aim of communication is to reach common understanding. With many experiments, I am now... Continue Reading →
Who do I want to become?
Reading a philosophy textbook is not easy but it has been challenging my thinking and perspectives. How do we know what we see, think, feel is real? How do we know we live in a world? How do we define our understanding? How do we know we exist? More I read, I am more confused... Continue Reading →
When I made a mistake…
I probably grown up with some mixed messages about making mistakes. Sometime I was encouraged to admit the mistake and apologise. Other times, I was told not to make mistakes or I make mistake because I'm faulty. So, for many years, I tried to be right. To do things based on what I call now... Continue Reading →
What is growth mean to me?
I had sometime with my mother yesterday. I was fascinating observing her Being rather than been affected by it. We took father to a special scan. Whilst I took my father to his appointment, I asked my mother to find a spot and park. At the first, she was worried that she had to find... Continue Reading →
When I become my own source of light…
In many occasions, not only becoming the source of light for others, I had to become source of light for myself. I think I was naturally trying it by exploring what I can learn from every experience I had. It was my surviving mechanism to see the light in the dark days. I value dark... Continue Reading →
Why am I…
As part of questioning myself, or my being, I am aware that I have tendency of "ending life of things". In other words, I break things without any intention to do so. Some is explainable as it is breakable to begin with but others are not in such category. In the past, I broke things... Continue Reading →
Is this my lifework?
As been suggested by my supervisor, I commenced reading that philosophical book, "Being and Time". It took me weeks to commence reading but I am not motivated to read. I was jumping from a section to another, and it did not made sense at all because this book was structured in a way to build... Continue Reading →
Journey of Personal Development 