Recently, I ponder about the time. I reflect on how I have used time, how I want to use my future time, and how I want to mindfully spend my current time. From my average everydayness to extraordinary days, it made me realise and appreciate that I still have today. This reminds me that I... Continue Reading →
What am I going through?
Someone once said to me "Life is full of challenges and life isn't always smooth. Your true value will be tested at those challenging times." I listen to it with one ear. Well, I knew that's absolutely true but I thought 'I will deal with life challenges when I have to.' Well, I guess my... Continue Reading →
When I feel the true friendship…
For many years, I had black or white friendship circle. Quite simple. People are either very close to me, in my inner circle, or outside of that circle. I had set of expectations towards my friends. I used to be very frustrated when friends didn't behave in the way I expected they would behave. As... Continue Reading →
Am I proud of my origin?
It was an interesting weekend! I went to the first live which was a great choice. No major traffic nor delays. Everything happens very smoothly. My brother looked after my nephew, a friend stepped in to take care of my niece. I went to the live with my sister-in-law. It was a full house. Had... Continue Reading →
How my presupposition was challenged?
I am aware that I have a lot of presuppositions in my everyday life. In other words, I have many assumptions that I have accumulated throughout my life. Some of them are still important to me while others are no longer true to my life. Some of them affect my way of thinking while other... Continue Reading →
When I can’t focus…
One morning, I woke up late. Partially it was tiredness, partially there were other physiological changes in my body that I am aware. That morning when my father was undergoing a major surgery, I was disturbed. I couldn't concentrate on write a blog that I usually enjoy doing. I couldn't concentrate on my study writing... Continue Reading →
When I realise the significance of time…
Time is too precious to unconsciously spending it. I started to think about this in recent years. I guess not until something happen to you that make you stop your usual everyday life and think what is the purpose of all these. My parents had somewhat unusual working life. For many years, he said he... Continue Reading →
Why am I making meanings?
Of my nature, I make everything meaning something. I believe, if everything is meant to be, there is no coincidence. Then, everything might mean something. It might mean something that is obvious now. It might mean something but won't be obvious until later in life. Regardless of when it reveals itself, there is a meaning... Continue Reading →
When I evaluate my own feeling…
After my father has been admitted to Emergency department few days ago, I am experiencing two contradicting emotions are battling within myself. A part of me is quite matter of the fact. This part of me looking at this situation from a distance, trying to address and manage the situation. The other part of me... Continue Reading →
When I don’t need to be a rescuer anymore…
I was rescuer, a cultural broker, a decision maker, a problem solver ... I thought I wear all the family responsibilities on my shoulder. As an immigrant child, my parents dragged me to everywhere; hence, developed my language ability. Whether I liked it or not, they still come to me for legal issues. At one... Continue Reading →
Journey of Personal Development 